Surgery

Well, it all came a bit fast, but after calling the doctor's office in the morning, I had a surgery date of next Wednesday within a matter of hours. I'm both scared and nervous. I go from being extremely ticked off about it, to really sad that my body has failed me. I guess it's because I know what to expect. I know the pain. I know the discomfort. I know what's in store. I  think sometimes, that being naive to what's to come is better. So, I guess there are the baby steps God wants us to take in order to get our own little one....