Thursday, July 26, 2012

Currently waiting

So while we are "trying" for baby number 2, we decided not to take the super scientific approach the first few months. I've only monitored my temps a bit, and I have not been using my Ovulation monitor. Maybe we can start that in the fall, but I figured I'm going to put it in God's hands right now. With the baby, the 2ww isn't so bad...and I don't think it's 2 weeks with me anyways! Here's to always waiting, wishing and hoping!

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Baby #2?

Our sweet baby girl continues to amaze me everyday. I cannot believe she is already 7 and a half months old already. I say down today and was reading through the trials and tribulations we went through to have her, and I must say, while it brings tears to me eyes, the tears are mostly of joy because I have a healthy, happy baby girl to hold. (Well, when she lets me now!)

Of course the question comes up, are we ready to try for baby #2? I figured that like the first, my blog is a good place to turn, because I'm not sure what the 2nd journey will bring. The question always comes to my mind "Will we have to endure the same process? Will IVF become our fate once again? Can I watch those I love around me get pregnant again before me? Do I have the strength to walk down this emotional rollercoaster?" If these questions pose to be true, we are more than ready to go through with it again. I will hold my head up high, smile, and know that there is a bigger plan for us. However, in the meantime,we continue to enjoy our beautiful little girl and know that if another baby isn't in our future, we have been blessed with a miracle and a blessing far beyond what I can put into words!

So here's to our 2nd journey, no matter where it leads us. :)