Thursday, October 25, 2012

5 day tease

I thought maybe this month we had got it on our own. The OPK didn't work right, my temps were all wacky and I seriously wanted to throw it all in the garbage. It's really not fun to do the BD when you are peeing on sticks and having that dictate to you when to ... well do it.

So, Saturday came and went...no AF. Then Sunday ..Monday, Tuesday..still NOTHING..I peed on two PT but got the BFN. I thought...well, maybe it's too early to tell. But alas, Thursday morning came, and there she appeared, in full fiery force. It's weird because I don't get cramps anymore and I really didn't feel much of anything.

Here's to hoping we get lucky on our own...it sure is less expensive!!!! :)

Monday, October 1, 2012

Two steps back...

After my sonohystogram, I thought "maybe this will be our month" after everything was cleared out. But, we ended up with AF last week. I was heartbroken because I thought we might have had this one on our own. So, I went to get all the medication and stuff lined up, and in the process we decided we couldn't do it right now. Our lives are just not in the place we were when we were trying for our first. So we decided to get the medication filled (which btw the way is WRONG and they gave me 5 viles of each....I don't know how that is supposed to work when the one drug requires 4 viles a day..so I'm off to figure that out tomorrow...) Anywho, we are going to possibly try an IUI in January, and if that doesn't work, we'll explore IVF in the summer months when school is not in session and I'm not bound to a strict 8-3 schedule. 

So, two steps back, but in the mean time we are going to enjoy our perfect little family.